Hi. My name is Stephanie and I’m a dreamer.
I’m not a writer; I simply love the beauty that words can bring.
I have a story still left untold and want to share it in the only way I know how; through writing.
I live in a different world to everyone else. In a different state of mind that doesn’t seem to be in sync with others. I constantly feel out of place. Sometimes feeling like when I step into a room full of strangers, everyone instantly knows something’s not quite right with how I am.
People grow and change every day. They live life, gain experience and independence. So how can I be so different? My life has stood still, never moving or changing. I’m literally stumbling through my life.
In this world, I constantly fall behind.
Catching up doesn’t seem like an option because no matter what I accomplish in life; I’ll never be within reach with what others seem to contain so easily.
Now, to see a different side to this story.
I love to swim in my own thoughts, and to be in a world that’s mine to live.
Where, I’m never standing still but always on an adventure. It’s never boring but a constant thrill. The impossible can happen and there’s no boundaries. The people here like my presence, and I fit in perfectly.
I’ve shaped these thoughts to how I live in reality, a place where I belong and want to exist in.
In my world, I’m keeping pace.
Some could say, I’m living in a fantasy or a dream. Even so, please don’t wake me up. It’s been working for me for quite some time.
This is why I write, to share the deeper side of me which I’ve hidden.
For me, communicating can be difficult at times. because my sentences sometimes come out in periodic spurts of nonsensical phrases.. and ruh blehh geh mm ee blah?
But bearing in mind, this has been the most difficult story for me to tell. Because this deeper side I’m now sharing is infact a weakness. and it’s definitely a scary thought to know now it’s out in the open.